Monkays Are Funkay

thoughts

2009-05-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

i know how tough it is.
i know how irritating it is.
i know it drives you crazy at times.
i know you wonder why? sometimes.
i know its tiring most of the time.
i don't know how and i don't know why sometimes
but
thank you, for loving me.
<3

all for love.

2009-02-16T07:35:00.001-08:00

friends and lovers.

i love you as my sister in Christ, i love you as my friend, i love you as my dear.right till the end.

if there was anything, i could do to make you feel more loved than ever before, i would start on it right away.

if there was anything more that i could do, to show that i cared so much for such a friend like you, i would skip all my drum-buying sessions to go do it.

i know there isn't a perfect solution but i know i'm going to try my best day after day.

for i love you, i care for you and truly with all my heart, i thank God for you.

oh how infinitely sweet, this love, that God has given to me.

seasons

2009-01-10T18:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Father, thank you for keeping us growing, as we become more and more like your Son Jesus. Through each and every season, i pray that you bring us closer to you deepening our relationship. I pray for a deeper desire for you Lord and faith that will keep us going no matter what. "If God is with us, who can be against us", i make this prayer in the name of Your most precious Son Jesus. Amen.
lovelove, Aaron.

i want to thank my family for loving me throughout all these years, through every hardship and i want to thank God for allowing me to be in this family(:
i want to say thank you to all my friends who have been there helping me through all the difficult moments and keeping me going.
i want to say thank you to everyone at amp for showing me the awesomeness of God and simply how wonderful life is. how wonderful and special every individual is.
and i want to say thank you to love, for going through everything with me regardless of it being my issue or your issue. For helping me hold on no matter how tough a situation is, for holding my hand and giving me a hug when i break. For showing me the love of God since the very start of our relationship. For hanging on even when you feel like giving up, for showing me that love is for everyone, that we are all truly loved by God. For helping me see the glory of God in so many situations, for loving me even when you knew it meant sacrificing something. For loving me through all my flaws and issues and moments. For being my bestfriend, my love and a big part of my life. For being an instrument of God's love, for giving me the chance to love you. For caring for me when i was sick, for every single moment of happiness or sadness. For allowing me to love you with all i am, for going through all your personal issues for us. For scolding me when i was simply being irritating. For reminding me that life is wonderful. For loving me, even though you knew in your heart, that it was going to be a difficult journey.
For taking that single step to let God show you that are loved, no matter what your past is. and
For loving me.
i love you because of all these moments that we've been through for the past season.
and i want you to know love that no matter what issue we're going to go through, no matter how tough of difficult it may seem. We're not alone. We're going to do it together with God by our sides.
we wait for the day together, where our new season is something that we both will have to share.
Love came down on christmas day, may it fill our hearts our hearts each and every single day.
i love you. all the days of my life.

torn

2009-01-08T17:32:00.001-08:00

this is my prayer in the desert,
in weakness of trial or pain.

i will bring praise.

shine on me and you(:

2009-01-07T16:14:00.001-08:00

you should see the stars tonight
how they shimmer shine so bright
against the black they look so white
comin down from such a height
to reach me now, reach me now

you should see the moon in the flight
cuttin cross the misty night
softly dancin in sunshine
reflections of this light
reach me now, you reach me now

and how could such a thing
shine its light on me
and make everything beautiful again

and you should feel the sun in the spring
comin out after a rain
suddenly all is green
sunshine on everything
i can feel it now, i feel you now

and how could such a thing
shine its light on me
and make everything beautiful

and you should hear the angels sing
all gathered round their king
more beautiful than you could dream
i've been quietly listening
you can hear 'em now, i hear em now

and how could such a king
shine His light on me
and make everything beautiful
and i wanna shine
i wanna be light
i wanna tell you it'll be alright
and i wanna shine and i wanna fly
just to tell you now
it'll be alright, it'll be alright
it'll be alright.cus i got nothing of my own to give to you
but this light that shines on me shines on you
and makes everything beautiful, again.it'll be alright, it'll be alright.

stars- David Crowder

love is enough

2008-12-22T16:21:00.000-08:00

Love is patient and kind;
love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong,
but rejoices at right.
Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

i love you.
nothing will change that(:

love enough

2008-12-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

you deserve

in the darkness, God's light shines.

Christ forever, glorified(:

a drummer for Christ(:

for His people.

with everything i am

<3

2008-12-08T07:53:00.001-08:00

i love you, sayang(:

thoughts

2008-12-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

please don't leave
cause my heart won't be able to take it.

i feel you all the time,

when you are sad, my heart cries out

when you are happy, it sings along

knowing you are there holds me together

knowing you are safe makes me glad.

being able to hold your hand gets me through

the toughest weather

being able to look into your eyes reminds me

that its all going to be alright.

im sorry if i seem selfish,

please forgive me for its simply

my heart's cry

one true love

2008-12-05T09:34:00.000-08:00

i used to wonder what true love meant,
till i fell in love with my lovely friend.
compassion and love drew me to her,
then i received a sign from the One above.
He said, "Love her with all your heart, as I
have loved her right from the start."
but was it meant to be Father? for love is
something that always kept me in wonder,
the pain it could cause us, the amount of joy
it could give us, it was something so deep
that God gave to us.
thus faith, hope and love was all that i had,
give it all up? i was prepared.
i placed my heart on the line,
for God said, "it was about time, love is something
i want to give, its something she needs to receive."
till this moment as i type these words,
im thinking of you as my heart spells out the word,
Love is all that i can give and all you need to do is just receive.

Love.

2008-11-30T05:04:00.001-08:00

i was looking through all our pictures
and it brought back memories.
Memories which i will cherish all the days of my life
the moments when we were
sad and feeling so down.
the moments when everything seemed blur
but more importantly,
the moments of joy and laughter
and love.
the moments spent with you my dear.
i thank God each and every day for you
and i know our journey together is going to be
an amazing God-filled journey, and i wont look
back now love.
Im going to run into marvelous light,
into joy and love holding your hand.

loving wings

2008-11-25T08:26:00.000-08:00

My heart was made of broken bones
My soul a bag of stick and stones
Then you along this dusty road
Have come, my love, to take me home
And I give to you my everything
Because you've given me these loving wings
And angels have all gathered 'round
To hear me sing my love out loud

You lightly lifted me away
Out of a darkness cold and gray
And I work beneath the midday sun
A cold blue water, you have come
And I give to you my everything
Because you've given me these loving wings
And angels have all gathered 'round
To hear me sing my love out

So take your place here next to me
And I'll take my place there next to thee
No matter how far we may roam
It's by your side Ill make my home
And I give to you my everything
Because you've given me these loving wings
And angels have all gathered 'round
To hear me sing my love out loud

davematthewsband, loving wings

for baby(:
love.

breathing the breath

2008-11-22T01:18:00.000-08:00

my love, my fair one
the winter is past, the rain is over and gone.
the flowers appear on the earth, the time of singing
has come, and the voice of a turtledove
is heard in our land.
the fig tree puts forth its figs,
and the vines are in blossom;
they give forth fragrance.
my love, my fair one,
let me see your face,
let me hear your voice,
for your voice is sweet and
your face is comely.
my beloved.
phi.

limits

2008-11-21T08:37:00.000-08:00

im on my knees praying,
that everything will be okay.

with love

2008-11-19T08:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday my love(:
or have a gorgeous birthday love(:

knit my heart to you

2008-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

ill go through it all with you.
i want to renew my vows and love for you
each and every single day.
my whole heart just wants to
explode into a million tiny hearts
that will give yours a hug when
you need it the most.
for at the end of the day.
i love you.

"if ali ever bullies you, please tell him, he will bite himself"

agape.

2008-11-16T07:41:00.000-08:00

i know that life is gonna be okay.
cause im going through it with God and you.

i want a break):
can we go on a trip love?

for who you are

2008-11-14T00:24:00.000-08:00

my soul secure,
Your promise sure, Your love endures always.

ill be waiting for that day<3
im going to love you with all i am
im going through it all with you cause i care
im not going to question anymore for the love
of my life is right there
the one with that lovable smile
and eyes that tell me this love is true
ill just be waiting for the day to say
"i do"
showing the world that love
is still pure and true(:

im casting my cares aside.
im leaving my past behind.
im setting my heart and mind on You,
Jesus.
im giving my hopes and dreams to you.
the center of Our lives.
all my days ill live for You.

bce day

2008-11-13T20:19:00.000-08:00

hungry, cranky, busy.
but i cling on to You.

2008-11-13T17:04:00.001-08:00

i still dont get how a simple thing
can change your day.

2008-11-10T20:58:00.001-08:00

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEPHILOVELOVELOVELOVE

worry

2008-11-10T16:36:00.000-08:00

its pulling me down.
i hope i can still keep on walking.

2008-11-08T07:25:00.001-08:00

You fill our hearts with love and faith.
You fight for us You make us brave.
You are God.
You walk with us You lead us on
faith, hope and love wakes up with dawn.
You are God.

for i love you.
just as He loved us(:

T-His Love.

2008-11-05T08:56:00.000-08:00

"in every season"
tHis
started off like a dream

not knowing what was going to happen

the past held part of us back

and the future made us worried

but He kept us going strong

for He knew His love was

where it belongs,

in our hearts

our love for one another.

&at the end of the day

His love would be shown

to the world through

us, simple, humble instruments.

A promise from the one above,

He never fails.

thus, i can say that love,

in every season, i would be there,

right beside you and we would

be going through it all

together.

'Faith, Hope, Love abide, these three;

but the greatest of these is love.'

Love.

25

2008-11-03T08:03:00.000-08:00

You're the start of every rainbow,
just the sweetest thing.
You're the angel from above,
the unending dream.
You're the smile that melts my heart,
&right now i need a hug(:

will you grow old with me?

for you.

2008-11-02T07:31:00.000-08:00

everyday,
i want to wake up to your smile.
to that sweet smell of you.
to the sound of your voice.
a little kiss. a good morning.
and ill be off to make breakfast(:
everyday.

i trust in You.

2008-11-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

i will live.
to carry Your compassion
to love a world that is broken
to be Your hands and feet
and i will give
with the life that i've been given
and go beyond religion
to see the world be changed
by the Power of Your Name.

walk the world.

2008-11-01T19:41:00.000-07:00

walk with me.

2008-11-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

my soul cries out.

(: in the quiet

2008-10-31T04:55:00.000-07:00

for love.

here i am.
sitting at your table
looking at your old photos
a little glimpse into your past
& im reminded of my childhood
that little boy running around
clinging on to mummy
and then i was thinking
about how God had everything
planned out. That one day i
would meet the love of my life.
that there would be this point
in our lives where the both of
us would eventually meet.
whether it would be at
amplify, in school or at work?
it didnt matter for He had it all planned out.
in humble adoration i thank you God.
for phi. my love and a part of my life.

drummer for Christ,
lover for you.

smile

2008-10-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

ali has made an attempt at combing his hair!

see im so happy. let me try to give a proper smile.

well, not like tt. and again

uhh.

okay one last attempt.

ah i give up. i think the last one was good though.

(: hope this made you smile love.

phibibaby

2008-10-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

staring out from the 16th floor
with you beside me.
the cool night breeze in our faces
i won't trade in that memory
for anything of this world.

i'd really do it all for you love.(:
&im prepared to give it all for you

canteen3

2008-10-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

so here i am. in canteen 3
looking around, seeing the smiles
thinking of life, thinking of you
living in the moment.
seems like a dream.

am i still asleep?

weight on my shoulders

2008-10-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

it's kinda tough.
when your dad expects a lot from you.
its tough when you now know your place
in the family.
its tough cause you have to say your part
after keeping it for 17 years.
its tough with school going on at the same time.

i journeyed a road where a bright man appeared
He looked into me, my eyes filled with tears
my breath fast and short and my heart burning deep
He gave me new eyes and a new way to see.

its tough.

but its easy when you do everything out of love
for someone. for anyone. for Him.

its tough. but i've got you and Jesus.
&right now, i ain't afraid of anything.

Love.

and besides. having weights on your shoulders.
good training(: looking good now(:

just wanted to post this picture.

memories. how He plans things out.

LOVE.

<33

2008-10-27T20:06:00.001-07:00

get well soon love(:

if u sneeze a lot today . it means i'm thinking of you(:

today is the day.

2008-10-27T18:33:00.000-07:00

i'm reaching my hand to Yours
believing there's so much more
knowing that all You have in store for me
is good

today is the day
You have made
i will rejoice and be glad in it
and i wont worry about tomorrow
i'm trusting in what you say
today is the day.

i'm putting my fears aside
i'm leaving my doubts behind
i'm giving my hopes and dreams to You
Jesus

"all my days i'll live for You"

dreamy(:

2008-10-26T00:24:00.001-07:00

knit my heart to you.
dream what you dream,
see what you see.

circle of life(: sing along!

2008-10-25T12:10:00.000-07:00

Nants ingonyama bagithi Baba [Here comes a lion, Father]
Sithi uhm ingonyama [Oh yes, it's a lion]

Nants ingonyama bagithi baba
Sithi uhhmm ingonyama
Ingonyama

Siyo Nqoba [We're going to conquer]
Ingonyama
Ingonyama nengw' enamabala [A lion and a leopard come to this open place] repeat(:

From the day we arrive on this planet
And blinking, stepped into the sun
There is more to see than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done
There is far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high
through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round

It's the Circle of Life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the Circle
The Circle of Life

It's the Circle of Life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the Circle
The Circle of Life.

"through despair and hope, through faith and love(:"

messy hair

2008-10-21T19:20:00.000-07:00

yup its confirmed.
i have super messy hair!
but its alright. bi loves it((:

all for You

2008-10-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

oh Lord my God,
to you i give my hands.
oh Lord my God,
to you i give my feet.
oh Lord my God,
to you i give my everything.
oh Lord my God to you i give my life.

oh and i want to look good for bi too(:
ill try to be a little more dressy.
if im in the mood. hahaha
that didnt sound right though mm..
but ill try((:

with your hearts

2008-10-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

the second alive,

it's the second waking up.

every second ill praise Him.

"Praise Him with sounding cymbals;

praise Him with loud clashing cymbals!

Let everything that breathes praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord!"

Psalm 150:5-6

one and only

2008-10-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

i wanna make you feel special for an entire lifetime baby(:

all things new

2008-10-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

i remember laying down in a field.
dark clouds were closing in above me
and i felt the gentle breeze.
i was in awe. of nature and of God.
thinking about how life was & what
my future would be.

i remember staring out my window.
wondering if there was anyone for me.
probably thinking of the exact thing at
that exact moment.

i remember thinking of the perfect one
for me. that dream partner.
that perfect life. that perfect scene.

i remember falling.
life seemed horrible.
everything was going wrong.
simply falling apart.

i remember letting go.
leaving it all to Him.
the second alive.

i remember seeing you.
the first time you smiled
interest. wonder.

i remember the first time we spoke
to each other.

i remember the hairdryer.

i remember tomyam.

i remember our first 'date'
Your head on my shoulder

i remember holding your hand.
that special moment.

i remember going through
the many good and bad times together.

i remember 25th july

i remember looking into your eyes.
present&future.
i knew.

i remember every moment spent
with you.

i remember now. love.
my heart comes alive.

"my dream, that perfect scene,
my life, my everything, my love,
my dear, my hope, my prayer.

Our journey, through everything."

For if God is with us, no one can be against us.
thank you daddy(:

bi<3 i knit my heart to you.

time

2008-10-16T04:10:00.000-07:00

just a little more time):

imy.
i reallydo))))):
);

love.

2008-10-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

bi, i love you(: